Is heaven or the afterlife real?

i've been clinically dea twice and revived.don't know what the hell your talking about! the first timeit was scary as hell, but there is no other side, the candle just goes out. the second timei knew whatwas happening, and was actually kinda relieved that my life was over, since it's just full of pain, suffering, and loneliness! kinda wish that sumbeetch never gave me cpr, just so i come back here to suffer for who knows how much longer.